I Had Summer Anxiety

Pools, beaches, bathing suits, dresses, shorts, and tank tops. A short defining list of the summer season. However, my summer list used to be different. Mine consisted of long sleeved shirts, jeans, sweatshirts, and sweaters. Summer meant a whole season of extra insecurities with myself. A season of anxiety.

I didn’t only cover up my insecurities with clothing, but with hatred and anger as well. I wouldn’t dare go to the beach or a pool. I would say I hated summer clothes because they weren’t my style, I said I didn’t like the beach because the sand bothered me, and I would stay indoors because it was “too hot”. Excuse after excuse after excuse!

This year however, I am ready for summer. I am no longer trying to “get through” the season, but ready to embrace it and ready for experiences that are yet to be had. Just another reason I can add to my very long list of why changing my life has been the best thing I ever did for myself. Here’s to living!

About Simply Healthy

My name is Kaytlin and I created this blog to help others who may find themselves at a crossroads with their health. I have been there, lived it, and found the path to happiness. I lost over 65 pounds and gained an entire new mindset on life. On a more personal note, I am 25 years old and live in northern Indiana with my fiancee Tyler and border collie, lab mix, Iris. I am a movie and music fiend and lover of the arts. My goals in life are to have a house in the country where I can grow my own food, do my part in reducing my carbon footprint, and reach as many people as possible with what I have learned on physical and mental health.

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